~reflections of mine~

乘虚而入

2012-01-17T13:23:00.000-08:00

乘虚而入

亲爱的别哭
慢慢把话说清楚
沉默是最难抵抗的冲突
只听到彼此的孤独
别轻言结束
让我有机会弥补
我不再让一切以我为主
不会再让你跟不上我的脚步
是我自私
我麻木
我忘了付出
一切都是我的疏忽
才会让你心里多了一个角落
让寂寞填补
女人的心
男人若不能保护
还有什么资格谈幸福
我不该让寂寞一再的和你相处
一再乘虚而入
我清楚
爱情里唯一的企图
是让对方觉得被在乎
让彼此感到幸福

Sem 2 of Master life

2012-01-10T10:32:00.000-08:00

School started yesterday.
kind of boring.
back to the same hall but things have changed.
the pple over here especially. its juz diff..

kind of moody.
sua.. i dunno wat i wanna type oso..
:(

bye!

Study!

2011-09-11T15:34:00.000-07:00

It have been long since my last update. :) damn dusty over here..
well.. nothing much.. juz kind of feel bored so decided to blog..
haiz... at times i wonder whether i have chosen the right thing to further my studies.

i'm realli stress.. sianz as well.. alot of assignment to do.. maybe nt lot but non stop...
at times realli feel like giving up.. stress is kind of a consistant stuff...going to week 6 now...
my exams will be in 9 weeks later.. 9 weeks... is realli short!! tired n sian n lazy... ARGH!!!

ya although i noe tt this will benefit mi.. but juz tt the process is quite stressful...
Jia you ba serene! 1 more year!!

:)

2010-09-28T04:30:00.000-07:00

Whenever i looked back, i feel sad. Sad tt we cant try out. Sad tt we are nt tgt. Sad tt i have let u slipped off my hands. Sad tt u have hurt mi so much. I can still feel the hurt n pain when i talked abt our stuffs. I will still cry when i mentioned abt us. u have realli hurt mi alot.

I can nv forget tt i woke up every middle of the nite juz to see my phone to check whether u sent any msg to mi. Hoping tt u will juz text mi. But everytime i go back to sleep with disappoinment. Realli speechless.

At tt point of time, i noe tt i love u alot. All i want is to shower n pamper u with my love. But b4 i have the chance, u chose to leave n went back to her.
I nv blame u for making such decision cuz i noe tt i cant give u anithing. All i could is juz give u my blessing. I have tot of tking the risk n gamble despite of the high price im gonna pay. U can say im silly but this is hw much u mean to mi.

However As time goes by, It seems like u dun even bother much abt mi animore. Im no longer impt , nt even basic concern. N i alot other stuffs tt its realli hard for mi to accept. i realized tt the age gap between us is still there. I can only accept u r still young.

Right nw, i have already sorted out my tots n im veri happy with wat i have nw. Yes no doubt its veri wasted tt we didnt try it out but i have to accept tt sometimes something in life is fated nt to have. Smth are meant to let go. N in my life u are tt smth.

Thanks for leaving good memories. Im glad tt we both enjoyed ourselves during tt period. I guess those are the best thing u can give mi.

Will nt contact u tt often cuz i should care for u lesser. Hwever, if u need help u can always look for mi. Will help if i can. Take care my dearest boy. Hope thing goes well for u. :) gd bye my friend.

Back to sch!

2010-09-13T01:00:00.000-07:00

hahaha I'm back in Sg and back to sch.
alot of stuff happened in tis few months.
hmmm. dun tink i wanna blog much oso.
dunno hw to start n where to start.
nvm ba.

=)

Day 1 & 2

2010-06-28T23:12:00.000-07:00

HK Day 1
Date: 27/06/2010!
Weather: Rainy and cloudy

Yahooo. In HK nw.
It was raining when we reached HK.
weather was humid. somehw like SG.
we all took a bus A41 from airport to Shatin Mtr station.
journey was about 40mins according to Yang zhi.

Stacy's cousin came to fetch us using a toyota Alfaphard at Shatin & we went to eat dim sum with them. Well everything here is kind of same as SG juz tt the language used and the Signboards ar all in Chinese abit weird actually.
haha n the guardians here is called mannings! same logo but diff names.

For dinner, we went to Shatin New Town Plaza again.
had some chinese food in Da Jia Le.
nt bad and the price was almost the same as in SG.
and we hope to find something nicer in HK.
Shopped around tt area while waiting for Stacy to return.
Realli veri sleepy. i'm realli tired. no mood to shop actually.

back hostel we slept at around 2plus.
It was realli tiring!
i almost 24 hours awake. -.-''
but at least we settled all our stuff.

HK Day 2
Date: 28/06/2010!
Weather: Rainy

woke up at 10am today.
washed up and headed out for our orientation.
it was raining in the morning! in fact is the whole day! -.-''
listened to some talks in the LT and den we went for our campus tour.
we were wet! heavy rain. veri bad and sianz.
walked around the campus and we went somewhere near our LT for lunch.
It was freaking cold and guess wat. communication pro sia.
we ordered HOT milk tea but we gotten a COLD one instead.
stacy n i were like omg but no choice we juz drank the cold tea.
went to bank n bank in our $$. the supermarket to buy some stuffs.
this was basically hw we spent our noon haha.

at 530pm, we headed out to meeting place n went for our welcome dinner.
the place was class and ambient is gd.
we had a 12 course dinner. and in HK they are veri particular about wasting food.
SO we finish all the food tt are being served to us partly we dun dare to waste it.
we took some pics during and after dinner. well we enjoyed ourselves. =)

Go away

2010-05-19T02:03:00.001-07:00

I guess after luo zhi xiang concert i will nt listen to his song!
I dun wan to remind myself of him!
I felt so sad each time i heard his song.
Reminded mi of the pain!
Realli pissed bt myself.
I hate this feeling.
Realli!!

Moody

2010-05-18T09:19:00.001-07:00

Should i be happy??
I have been thinking alot today. :(
Y do i still feel the pain.
Like wat i told gene.
I realli dun wan to tell her the same ting next year.
:( realli feel like crying.

Alan alan faster meet i need u to scold mi! :(

My life

2010-05-03T04:02:00.001-07:00

Well alot to update actually.
Went out on friday for steamboat with yp they all.
N we went T1 to look for zhu.
Enjoyed ourselves.
Hmm everytime i see yuming it will definitely remind mi of u.
Doesnt realli like these feelings.
Cuz u slipped off.
My bad.
Well after chilling at T1 for awhile we all headed home.

Was quite happi on sat.
Cuz mum n i threw 2 cupboards in my room!
Time for clearing ya.
So i can get a table for MAC! Haha.
Next will be throwing wardrobe. =)

During the nite, went huihui's chalet!
Her 21st bday. :)
So happi to see all of them once again.
N i noe i still love her ya! Lol!
Hmm. Glad to noe tt he is doing well.
Hui. I'm sorry. I noe i have to face it.
If there is a chance i will.
Jie. Smoke less pls. After so long.
Tt is the first time u call mi.
"Serene Teng" shouted loud.

Iphone

2010-05-02T09:48:00.001-07:00

Haha playing with my phone.
Test test.
Shall zzz le.
Nite world.

Hmmmm.
1 year passed n it doesnt realli change much.

Gd bye Chinese New Year!

2010-02-28T23:45:00.000-08:00

TODAY is the last day of CNY.
wooohooo. rite nw, mummy daddy brother n gf are playing mahjiong.
kind of funni cuz mummy n daddy seldom play mahjiong.
a busy day for mum today.
busy preparing for all the food!
thanks mum. =)
i went to buy yu sheng from Sakae Sushi.
i added alot salmon and we added abalone in as well.
hahaha. this year i "loh" for 5 times!
hahaha HUAT ar! =p

yesterday, went back rp for badminton and i'm aching nw!
bloody pain.
went val's house for her 21st bday during the nite.
saw came over n fetch mi.
i quite lost when i reached there.
hmmm cuz i dunno anione over there!
played with her dogs and waited for darryl to come.
gene didnt went over. hmmm tt's y i'm alone. hahah
well. get to noe stuff abt him n her.
maybe tt's y he tell mi tt he dun like pple to lie to him?
kinda random. but fair enough.
smsing darryl till i fall asleep last nite.
hahaha sorry man. =)

Coincident?

2010-02-24T23:51:00.000-08:00

Happy 24th Birthday to my Sis.
we went suki sushi makan juz nw.
i'm damn full. omg. help. till nw i'm still full.
actually going kim auntie at thomson but due to my mum's problem!
we changed venue. yeah. maybe we will go there next week with my brother. for belated.

well kind of random to think abt it.
but I'm wondering whether u will go clubbing tonite during the noon.
however when i'm home.
i looked tru the fb wall n get to noe tt u are going tonite.

hmmm.
this is kind of funni. so coincident?

regarding to yr shoutout.
all i wanna say is jia you.
you can definitely do it de.
have the trust in yourself.
wo xiang xing ni!
HAHA!
=)

LOOK at it!

2010-02-22T22:48:00.000-08:00

F**king meaningful =)

people that u cant life without can live without u!

=)

2010-02-22T22:41:00.000-08:00

wahhahaha so long no blog liao.
well. i oso dunno wat to blog animore.
used to have lots of things i wanna say.
funni. hahhaa.
hmmm. =)

Happy Chinese New Year to all of u!

oh ya i WANNA SING! anione?

Selling Pineapple Tarts!

2010-01-04T11:37:00.000-08:00

hahaha.. i stepped my first step.. doing things tt i wanna do..
using my "free" time to do...
i hope things work well for mi...
ultimately is the process tt i wan...
i wanna learn.. wanna gain...
so as to move up another step..
pray for mi!!
Good Luck Serene!

Bye 2009, Welcome 2010!

2010-01-02T09:04:00.000-08:00

2009 ending.. 2010 coming..
hope 2010 will be a better year for the world..
and definitely for mi too.. =P

2009 was a bad one..hahaha
too much tings happened...
at times, its realli hard to take it...
but... i glad to have stacy to acc mi all this while..
shall nt reali recall everything..
wat is over i should let it go..
since it is over...

but for now i noe...
if i gt the chance..
i will gamble again...
no matter wat is the result...
i will still face it..
if only i have the chance...
if only i have the strength...
for nw.. i will let it rest... =)

for 2010..
i have plans..
i'm still deciding whether i should...
i have 1.5 years to go...
dun realli feel like studying tt hard...
cuz i noe eventually i dun wan to work as engineer..
i study for the cert.. as tt is my min required for myself..
as time passes.. i see more...
the more burden i feel
the more i wanna do my own business...
the more i wanna earn more $$..
the more i wanna fly...
i dun realli wanna waste more time..
hope i can decide fast n proceed with wat i wanna do...

HoHoHo.. Xmas!

2009-12-26T00:08:00.000-08:00

went net house new house on xmas eve.. everyone present except janice...
hahaha.. we supposed to reach there 8 plus.. in the end we reached there at 10 plus..
this is wonderful sia.. we were powderful la.. no choice..
stayed there for awhile.. we proceeded with our mini xmas xchange b4 12am...
cuz we have to join the her family for count down.. so ya..
and ya... i love net HOUSE! nice one...
haha have to earn more money for a house like tt..
1.4millions! =) one day i will buy a terrace...
but 1st i will get a car for myself.. hehee..
well..i still waiting for paddy to upload the pics..

Merry Christmas!

went to pass present b4 meeting jasmin for her lunch..
drove brother's car... weee... hahaha car was mine for tt 2 days..
but! i nv drove it out at nite.. nv go out lor... cuz.. no one wanna go out..
or perhaps is nt wat i wan.. nvm.. =)
after meeting jasmin.. dad mum n mi went to aunty house..
family gathering over there ya..
had our dinner.. watched tv.. enjoying the accompany of each other..
i'm thankful to born in such family...
muackz!

Do you noe?

2009-12-16T00:27:00.000-08:00

i tot of sms today...
but i hold back and sms stacy instead..
i juz hold back telling myself tt i shouldnt..
cuz i dun tink i should do tt...
it's getting unhealthy for mi...
i care for u too much...
i dote on u too much...
i guess i should juz stop...
before things get worst...
before i cant control..
this is the best i can give it to u...
i guess...
even for nw..
i saw u online...
but i choose to keep quiet..

i should cherish wat i have nw...
my plan... my future...
everything tt i have in life..
for myself i should!
cuz i dun have more time to waste..
i'm getting older n older...
this means more burden..
get things right..
think right...

that's fast!

2009-12-15T23:34:00.000-08:00

went out with Alan, huimin and gene for lunch at amk hub..
i felt quite uneasy when i alighted from bus..
looking at the "waiting area" in front of breadtalk..
no doubt it did remind mi alot of stuffs..
so while waiting.. i sms-ed stacy.. so as to make mi feel better..
=)

we went newyorknewyork for our lunch..
i'm sad cuz we cant go play BAD!
thanks to gene...
we stayed there f**king long lor.. hahaha
we had a great tok... i guess alan has learnt alot during army ya..
thinking oso diff ya.. hahaha tt's y i always say..
guys will change during NS..
he's prepared for something... hahah
dun worry we will be there ya..

it has been a year since we went KL.. hahaa..
kinda fast ya...
kinda of miss the fun...
kinda of miss stef...
the crazy us...
but like wat my PM...
因为是过去。。就让它随风而去。。=)
the only thing left with us.... memories...
n yet i do cherish it..

Ah Siao Wedding

2009-12-14T22:36:00.000-08:00

Congrats to Jinyuan and Wendy..
we had lots of fun tt day..
all the best in this marriage...

FREEDOM~

2009-12-10T13:18:00.000-08:00

YEAH finally afer exams liao... hahaha... freeeeee...
hahaha gonna meet up with alan soon since he POP le...
attachment company out oso... will be working in kaki bukit..
nw the only thing i'm looking forward is my result...
will be out on 30th dec 2009..hope this sem my gpa will pull up abit..
cuz i DID study! =x hahaha..
but i feel bored.. suddenly too free... nth to do... =(
help pls....

last nite went to msia with brother n friends.. go pump fuel and makan!
gonna be fat if i gonna live my life this way.. die...
time to exercise liao le... wanna go play badminton today in RP..
but... cant.. abit sian.. need to do the book for Ah Siao wedding...
n tt stupid jasmin... only free after 5pm...
4pm Singtel pple coming over to fix our Mio..
so.. wat am i going to do at home for this few hours? bored..
entertain mi entertain mi entertain mi!! Hello anione heard tt?

wanna find some pics for my blog layout..so...
i look tru those pics in my external harddisk.. suddenly i felt veri emo..
kinda miss my granny and grandpa...and many other stuff... haiz...
and now...i'm left with the memories tt's all..
i guess i have been tru quite alot..
but i learnt to forgive and let go most of the things...
even for junxian.. i nv blame him... but he realli make mi learnt alot...
realli too much...

i have too much to say... but i dunno where i should start..
but i'm quite happy with wat i have...
i'm glad tt we talked again =)

i'm happy

2009-11-29T13:42:00.000-08:00

tt 2 days are bonus to mi...
Thank You so much...
=)

feelings

2009-11-16T02:00:00.000-08:00

i cant deny that i miss you...

Imagine Me Without You

2009-11-13T17:04:00.000-08:00

Jaci Velasquez
Imagine Me Without You lyrics

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need

In my life, you're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of youIt's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rushed to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus:
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus:
I can't imagine me without you

while i listening to this song..
lots of memories flashed back..
dun realli noe how i should feel...
but i still wanna wish u all the best...
seeing u like tt i dun feel gd either...
dun give up on her so easily...
n i hope she will go back to you...
take care le...

weeks

2009-11-04T15:44:00.000-08:00

went to watch movie with my family over the weekend..
1st time in my life... quite fun.. 11 of us...
all the aunties n unlces... hahah
we watched 'this is it' a MJ show...
nt bad n worth it...
u may consider to watch it...
since it is the last time u can see him...

too much stuff happened this 2 week...
all got to do with relationship problem..
one is my brother's and other is net's...
crazy n busy... haiz...

exams coming...in 15days...
all of us are stress....
mr stacy... pls relax abit...
study at yr own pace ok....
jia you jia you...

a tough sem..
6 core modules and 1 elective to clear...
hope i can score well for it...

shall blog another time...
toooooooo busy with studies....
dying sooon....
JIA YOU ALL OF US!!!!

BOYZONE

2009-10-11T19:00:00.000-07:00

Rest in peace!

news:

http://uk.news.yahoo.com/5/20091012/twl-boyzone-star-had-been-on-marathon-bi-3fd0ae9.html

lazy

2009-10-10T22:56:00.000-07:00

i noe it's time for mi to blog..
and i tink there is alot to blog...
but i nv...
too lazy to...
maybe next week ba...
so sorry..

past month

2009-09-06T00:31:00.000-07:00

quite sometime since my last blog..
nth much oso this few weeks...
study.. study n still study....
school started about 1 month...
going week 5 le.. soon week 8 n quiz!
fast fast....

this few days i learnt to make pineapple tart..
those hu ate it gave gd comments...
but still need to improve on it..
most importantly.. need to be consistant in the taste..
yeah..back to the things i did in past week...

Back msia..

i went back msia to pray grandpa...
cuz grandpa 100th day..
my uncle got this back home for mi..
hahaha.. i guess alot of u nv see this b4 oso..
i'm nt the 'sua ku' one...
it is a prawn but it looked like praying mantis..
n i ATE it!!
taste like crayfish?

our messy backyard

n i learnt how to cook pig trotter!!!

so happy... finally i gt the chance ya...

Stacy bday..

went out with qiang n stacy on 28th aug..

to celebrate stacy bday... =)
cityhall was out meetin place..
actually wanna meet for lunch n den study..

in the end...

we went for buffet n no time study!

but it's ok.. hope he enjoyed himself...

esp when playing with the ice cream stuff...

hahahaha...we took pics... but stacy haven upload...

n he owe mi alot pics!!

after our so called lunch..

which is about evening time..

where the place started to be crowded..

we went off..

stacy n i took train to tampines..

he went home.. i meet xing..

since i makan liao so i acc xing..

abt 9 plus.. we headed to pasir ris for our dessert!

gelare ice cream waffle.. delicious!

only the 2 of us cuz darling OT..

Yeeping 21st!

nuan wholeday at home studying n slacking..
waiting for darling to wake up be4 we head toward Chengyi house..
abt 7 he finally woke up... -.-''
after tt we went over to celebrate ping bday..
attendance for the day..
mi, ber, jj, pad, zhu, net, gary, kok, sw...
after the celebration..
actually they planning to go butterfactory..
but like nt much pple wanna go..
so we went geylang for supper..
makan frog leg porridge ya...
nice... so long no makan le..
=)

=)

2009-08-22T11:20:00.000-07:00

it's over!

super suck

2009-08-17T01:07:00.000-07:00

i tried...
real hard..
damn hard...
at times the feelings juz dun go off..
i dunno wat i wan to do..
i realli dunno...
stacy said i need time..
and i noe...
but sometimes..
the heart n brain dun listen to my command..
they like to do things themselves..
i noe stacy will be there for mi..
and i'm thankful to him...
thanks alot alot..

Out With Darling

2009-08-16T00:07:00.000-07:00

spending my noon doing my tuts...

tough tough tough...

tuts are ahead of lessons...

this is bad!!

meet darling at 3plus after his training...

we went coffee...

den Vivo cuz i complaint yesterday..

hahaha...walk around in Vivo..

had our dinner at Sushi Teh

i had my salmon rice n potato salad!

tis is heaven~

this is veri nice!

after dinner we went for movieee....

we decided to watch the Neo show...

"Xia Dao Xiao"

frankly speaking...

the movie was nt veri nice...

it has 3 sub stories...

overall i tink juz ok ba...

abit dissapointed with it..

in the cinema

he is munching popcorn

Y Do We Dream??
i had 2 dreams...
both are realistic...
i dun like the dreams...
hope they dun come true...

Back to School

2009-08-15T02:20:00.000-07:00

Yes man...
i'm back to school...
nth special though...
no tuts and labs for this week...
so kind of relax...
next will be different ya...
buy notes... study... this n that..
nth much to blog oso...

movie with charlie on wed nite...
before meeting him...
went pools with gene n her fyp teammates..
happen to know tt she was in amk..
so we meet up....
anyway we watched 3D "UP"..
quite a different feel...
both of us 1st time watching tt...
quite a good experience...
after movie... as usual.. he sent mi home..

went Ion orchard with stacy yesterday...
while walking around...
we saw eileen n yiyin..
hmm... coincidence..
bought his crumpler grey bag...
n had our dinner at mac...
den Home Sweet Home...
thanks to my sis again...
i rushed down Airport to pass her her lappy...
ANGRY!!!!..
where gt this kind of pple de lor..
going oversea to work but forget her lappy..
mum was kinda angry as well...
luckily my bro was at home..
so he sent mi over...
n back home...

well...
for today...
i was at home...
nv go sch...
cuz dun wanna go...
so i decided to self study!
i did my tuts and listened to online lects..
looked tru my timetable..
i made a conclusion...
i will nt go sch on friday! =x

passed my lappy to hong xing..
as he needs it for his work purpose..
coffee with him n darling juz now..
boring mi...
tml both of them working..
i guess i gonna rot again...
boring week...

at this instant..
suddenly...
i miss those times i spent with them..
went out together...
during..
Vday..
Alan's Bday...
supper at nitez...
the fun n laughter...
i miss them to most...
it's hard to have this again...
no choice...
this is life...
hope tt we can spent our time together juz like the past..
time to sleep ba....
since nth to do...
nites nites...
=)

National Day~

2009-08-10T10:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

Work yesterday...
yanjin.. gene.. tinghui.. huimin..
pay was attractive yeah..
was a busy day...
but i tink we all still can manage la..

after work..
gene's dad sent us to amk..
yanjin, tinghui n i went amk mac makan..
hungry.. cuz no eat our dinner..
although some stuffs happen b4 work..
but... forget it ba...

u are gone
months past...
suddenly feel tt...
u are nt the one i noe animore...
feel tt u are nt the u...
i start to doubt myself...
perhaps...
i dunno you...
nvm...
cuz i'm happy now...
n you are too...

Full day

2009-08-09T03:10:00.000-07:00

lunch with darling n hongxing...

we went court walk walk..

after tt we makan at Tamp1...

nice nice...

during the nite...

so ke lian rite only a few of us...

janice n yeeping nv join us...

after cutting cake..

we went T3...

darling joined us after tt...

i'm still waiting for paddy to upload the pics...

aniway...
hope paddy enjoy her 21st..

yeeping will be the next!

love you gers..

processing

2009-08-07T16:14:00.000-07:00

95%...

recovered...

left with 5%...

some more time need..

this is life...

=)

yahooo~~

2009-08-07T01:09:00.000-07:00

did some housework in the noon...
i cant stand..
house tooo dusty...
n my room!!!
too messy...
all thanks to SUSANNE TENG!...
angry... @!#!#$@

went badminton at nite...
played for awhile...
n went off...
darling fetched mi...
we went Carwash with Nat..

hahaha
when Nat saw the car..
she was like shocked!..
stupid darling..
bluff her for 1 month plus..
haha.. she kept saying the car veri nice..
can see she likes the car alot..

Mito Mito

2009-08-05T23:46:00.000-07:00

lunch with jasmin at Amk hub..
after tt...
bought lunch for darling n brother...
tot of getting yam paste for darling..
but.. dun have... nvm next time..
stayed hm for awhile..
headed chompang for his lunch..
n we took a cab to find MITO!!
muhahaha..
new and nice car...
checked the car thoroughly...
and around 8pm we meet xing for dinner..
dinner at Kovan curry rice..
i suggested beancurd...
so we went jalan kayu after tt...
meet fanny at jalan kayu..
1st time see her...
a sweet ger ya..
hahaha
xing can consider... =x
end our day...

Family days

2009-08-03T11:26:00.000-07:00

1st aug..

lunch with family except my sis..
after lunch bro drove us home...
rest at home for awhile..
abt 4 plus..
mum dad gt themselves ready..
n we head towards central..
slack at our shop...
and dinner with aunts n uncle..
usualy spot for dinner...
bro joined us..
happy happy..
veri long nv join them for dinner..
=)

late nite went out with bro, candy and thomas..
jalan kayu for supper...
punggol to see bro's house...
serangoon garden for drink...
saw huihui there oso...
the next meet up will be on seah bday ba..
n we ended up reaching hom at 5am..
muhahaha... shiok...

2nd aug..

slept only for 2 hours..
woke up at 7 plus in the morning..
went Istana with mummy..
veri sleepy.. i swear...
cuz i promise to go.. so ya..
had alot of fun tt day..
main purpose of the day..
Acc Brandon for drawing competition..
a little exposure for him..
i guess mum enjoyed today oso.. =)

some pics during in Istana

went PS for lunch...
after lunch we went Daiso walk...

things in life

2009-07-31T23:02:00.000-07:00

in life there are 4 things we can't recover

the stone...
after shot...

the words...
after spoke..

the occasion...
after lost...

the time...
after gone...

HAPPY day

2009-07-29T01:00:00.000-07:00

played badminton today with xavier and his AJC mates..
hahaha they realli veri guai guai type..
nice game with them...
tml will be playing with weishun they all..
=)

after my game.. went to amk..
stupid darling played a game with mi..
he dun wan tell mi where is he...
n i suppose to find him when i reach amk..
this game is quite tough..
but i take the challenge..
simply becuz i wanna noe..
noe whether we have the fate..
this sounded familiar right?
hahaha..but is he suggest this nt mi..
i walked around amk hub when i reached...
went to home fix in b2.. cant find him...
went to level 3... still cant find him..
and i dunno y i juz follow my heart..
i went down to b1...
juz walk straight..
look around and i SAW him!!
so happy!
hahaha... u nv noe how i feel..
i did wonder.. wat if i cant find him.
this and that...
less den 10mins.. i found him..
and tt is super duper fast..
this make my heart confirm more things..
i'm realli happy.. =)
after tt.. we went pepper lunch to have my dinner..
as usual.. salmon pepper rice with lemon tea..
dessert is my sesame ice cream..
pepper lunch make mi think of yanjin..
he still owe mi a meet up...

went home around 5 plus..
cuz i'm meeting charlie for Harry Potter..
seriously... HP is nt a nice show...
kinda of boring...
we both dun even noe tt is the ending..
disappointing sia...
we took a pic... tt is the 1st pic we took together sia..
so so so mani years... but i dun have it with mi...
got to get it from him le...

n now..
I'M HUNGRY!!
shit...
i should go n sleep now..
b4 my stomach call...

fei tian xi shi

2009-07-27T23:34:00.000-07:00

nv go aniwhere today...
stayed home to watch fei tian xi shi..
from episode 16 to 21...
alot of things ran tru my mind..
remind mi alot of stuff...
things i did...
hahaha...
it is a nice show...
dun miss it...
i guess only fat pple will appreciate this show..
hahaha...

fei ren ye ke yi hen mei!

these few days

2009-07-26T23:54:00.000-07:00

22 jul..

today mark our last day of job at CCK stadium...
after 5 years... i sing national anthem again...
hahaha... n wun forget we kanna conned by derrick..

say wear track pants lor.. in the end he wore a shorts!
shit him... quite a slack day today... no much sun oso...
ate derrick n wicky expensive beehoon...

the place we have our lunch

childhood memories.. milo van!

-.-'' face

i guess i will only get to see derrick they all when sch starts..
see u all soon ya... =)

23 jul to 25 jul..
sis convocation!
2 years later will be my turn liao...
my turn to wear tt harry potter robe...
my turn to throw my hat..
my turn to work in the society..
my turn to earn money officially..
i hope tt day dun come so fast..
at the same time... i hope i finish my studies asap..
irony rite.. i noe... hahaha...
is a big day for sis ya...
took pics with her n mum...
aniway is kinda of boring to sit at nanyang audi..
learning to the prof say this n tt...
all i appreciate is enjoying the air con...
hahahaha...

mum n mi in NY audi mum, sis, prof, me

after this...
mum n mi went back to msia...
took train to jurong east n took CW3 to 2nd link..
fast journey back to san yi house.. =)
we went shopping in Jusco at Bukit Indah...
n we saw this..

black bread!!.. chaocoal bread...
lol.. looked veri yuckie..
but when u taste it..
juz like normal white bread..
new thing new thing... =P

took pics of my 2 nephew...
ah bi look nice when he smile...
but both of them veri notti..

back singapore at 4 plus...
went to meet darling straight...
we rest awhile..
head towards zhu's house to celebrate her bday..
darling n i quarrelled... but ok after a while..
and went up to zhu's house..
after cutting cake...
we went geylang for supper with net's n kok's car..
when i reach hm is abt 4 plus.. omg shagged..
next day i still working..
shagged...
nth much.. worked...
today work at 202 instead of main...
tired.. no enough zzz...
i need to zzz le..
muhahaha...
nitez..

bake + town

2009-07-20T23:55:00.000-07:00

baked my chocolate muffin!
i followed this recipe...

INGREDIENTS
2 cups all-purpose flour
1/2 cup sugar
1 tablespoon baking powder
1/2 teaspoon salt
1 egg
3/4 cup milk
1/3 cup vegetable oil
3/4 cup miniature semisweet chocolate chips

DIRECTIONS
In a large bowl, combine the first four ingredients. In a small bowl, beat egg, milk and oil. Stir into dry ingredients just until moistened. Fold in chocolate chips. Fill greased or paper-lined muffin cups three-fourths full. Bake at 400 degrees F for 18-20 minutes or until a toothpick comes out clean. Cool for 5 minutes before removing to a wire rack.

and i get this!!

delicious?? haha

after this..
my mum asked mi to make bread... -.-''
i dun fancy tt.. but i still do it..
the outcome was nice.. according to her..

evening..
went out with jie mei to get tt zhu bday present..
her present cost us $725..
bought her a watch n a ring..
haha.. we all noe she veri happy..
dinner at ajisen..

as usual..
i ate my kimchi ramen..
no pics taken today...
=)

my dear mr charlie..
keep calling mi recently and sms mi..
tt day we talked till 3am..wah~
when we together he nv did this lor...
weird.. let him ba..
this week he is back camp for reservice..
wanna watch Harry Potter but he say wait for him..
so... juz wait till next week ba.. =)

photos

2009-07-20T09:08:00.000-07:00

at darling's place..

dinner!

friday

2009-07-18T13:58:00.000-07:00

find stacy in the noon cuz i veri veri the boring...
walked around in tampines..
den went to his place to wait for him...
n i was listening to this...
nice n touching...

希望 --- 沈祥龙

我一直以来都守护在你身边
不懂你如何看得见
只好静静靠在一边

你的笑容能让我开心一整天
只要一天没和你见面
我的心情不会好一点

时间已经不多
我还有话很想说
隐藏在我心里不懂如何开口

我们很快就要走
回忆也不算太多
简简单单希望你会懂

不能在一起也没关系
至少你懂我的心会在想你
那些回忆会永远保持甜蜜

不管未来你会在哪里
我都不会忘记我爱你
你是我微笑的原因

只是希望你能比从前开心

click here to listen:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CxDpGs5ViFY

a song for you..

during the nite..
tok to ben in msn since i gt nth to do and gt nth to do oso...
meaningful quotes from him..

''u define ur world of hapiness in ur choice of decisions''

''if making you smile requires sacrifice, i will sacrifice to seeyou smile''

thanks ben.. =)
gd heart gt gd ger ya..
lol.. =)

我知道-BY2

2009-07-17T23:01:00.000-07:00

從來沒想過
不能再和你牽手
委屈時候沒有你
陪著我心痛
一切都是我
太過驕縱
以為你會懂
一直忘了說
我有多感動

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然分開的理由
我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以即使到最後
還微笑著要我加油

我知道你還放不下我
才會在離開時
閉著眼沒有回頭
我們都知道彼此心中
其實這份愛沒停過

從來沒想過
不能再和你牽手
委屈時候沒有你
陪著我心痛
一切都是我
太過驕縱
以為你會懂
一直忘了說
我有多感動

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然分開的理由
我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以即使到最後
還微笑著要我加油

我知道你還放不下我
才會在離開時
閉著眼沒有回頭
我們都知道彼此心中
其實這份愛沒停過

曾經完整幸福的夢
在腦海裡頭
我多希望你
還在我左右

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然分開的理由
我們都已接受

你知道我會有多難過
所以即使到最後
還微笑著要我加油

我知道你還放不下我
才會在離開時
閉著眼沒有回頭
答應你我會好好過
不讓這些眼淚白流你牽手

click here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n96NZwX9rK4

CCK stadium

2009-07-15T23:11:00.000-07:00

for the last 2 days we had been standing in the sun..
today.. a better day....
rain in the morning...
afternoon sun wasn't tt strong..
as usual..
we all looking forwards to the milo van everday!
hahaha...i enjoyed myself...
the hall 8 n WFC pple n the sun...
enjoyed tis job although the pay wasn't tt gd..

I'M BLACK!

we are all aiming ben

stupid them

on our way hm~

the charms fade together with feelings...
take care my frenz

nite at chomp chomp

2009-07-11T23:15:00.000-07:00

dinner with the group at chomp chomp...

without stacy mi
our food

james & qiang

mi n toot

a late dinner... =)

i care

2009-07-09T21:29:00.000-07:00

even.......
i dun tok to you.......
i dun sms you........
i dun see you.........

all this doesn't mean i dun care
juz dun wanna disturb you...

take care..
=)

after work

2009-07-08T23:33:00.000-07:00

meet joe after work...
for dinner at pepper lunch...
slack slack awhile..
den we head back to my place void deck..
took some pics ya...

my short hair?? both of us

a proper one.. =)

49th day

2009-07-07T22:09:00.000-07:00

went back to grandma house over the weekend till monday...
praying grandpa on monday... so ya...
nth much to say... so see pics..

cutting meat

sista n mum
shan n yuan

boring us

2009-07-04T03:00:00.000-07:00

stupid raymond suddenly ask us out... 3 pm plus...
we went to Roy's house..
we played Wii... cooking mama..
hell kitchen and one more game dunno wat..
at 7.30pm plus..
we walked to some ulu ulu place for our dinner..
aeh Nagomiya.. some jap rest...
total bill $77.00++ nt veri ex..
and the beef and pork are nice!!

Jasmin with the apron?

mi and her
Raymond and Roy

after dinner we makan Ice cream...

some cheese flavour... not bad not bad

i quite like the concept of the ice-cream shop...

walked back to Roy's place to take Jas stuffs

and to heartland mall...

Jas went to bishan to watch movie...

mi wait for darling to fetch mi go kopi..

ray and roy took cab home after i went off..

darling n i went to mustafa... so high...

veri long no go where liao..

shop shop walk walk but i nv buy anithing...

saded... it's ok... =)

talked to raymond..

we were talking about jie di lian..

cuz his gf is 4 year older den him and he is 23 this year..

i ask him why he dun wanna get marry nw..

since the gf keep asking him to..

he said.. income nt stable although feeling is stable..but still young ba..

i guess this is the problem for jie di lian...

girl wanna settle but guy find it too young...

maybe cuz she is 27 this year.. old le ba...

nw is he dun wan to get married nt she dun wan to..

this is usually the problem between this kind of relationship ba..

this conversation remind mi of something...

meet up with Zhenli

2009-07-04T01:44:00.001-07:00

SERENE IS VERI HAPPY TODAY~!

finally went out with zhenli today...
1 year no see each other... hahaha
realli veri happy..
she is my pri sch mate.. best frenz..
we went marina square..
cant imagine tt we stayed there from 3 plus till like.. 9 plus..
veri long sia.. we realli power.. =)

day event
went to starbucks...
dinner at KFC..
and shopping..
den home sweet home...

proudly present the pictures on both of us...

in starbucks

our stuffs
she is trying the bag..
nice? she tried this oso..
puma shoes
both of us in the ladies!

love ya so much.. =)

i enjoyed my day totally...
See ya soon ya..

what are they meant to me?

2009-07-01T09:51:00.000-07:00

Rev
-darling
-sepang
-cars
-Yishun dam
-around singapore
-new life

Charlie
-bike
-right here waiting
-deyi
-fear
-over

Zhenli
-friend forever
-six yrs same class
-sengkang
-64563153

Liwei
-childhood friend
-badminton
-si xian
-cycling

Stacy
-ear
-thanks
-NTU
-exams
-buddy

Yanjin
-eye
-thanks
-pepper lunch
-his bleah face
-accompany

Bixian
-used to
-ger ger
-TTSH
-wing
-thomson plaza
-red mercs
-his mum
-jasmin

WeiLi
-boy
-telepathy
-youngest of all
-let me see thing differently
-nv fail to make mi smile
-badminton
-his wish
-my 1st
-lou zhi xiang
-dianne

Sista
-love u all
-stay together this way
-9 pple
-best

gene
-junior
-little sis
-cute
-glad that i noe you

human

2009-06-28T01:33:00.000-07:00

isn't this scary when human say change den change...
feelings for someone change..
attitude change...
behavior change...
appearance change..
things tt can change...
all change...

kind of dun like this word 'change'..
cuz i dislike to re-adapt...
dun like to start things again...
dun like the feeling..

i guess i haben realli change...
but... you change...

you are still special to mi..
thanks of everything...

Meaningful Movie

2009-06-27T10:30:00.000-07:00

went to watch this movie last nite.. quite a nice show...
touching i would say.. worth watching ya...
an insensitive jerk finally realise what is important in his life... his loves.. wat shit he done before.... especially the last part of the movie...
when the guy say those words to her... the lady cried...
i guess is the assurance tt the man gave tt make the lady trust him again... =)

Timetable

2009-06-26T23:45:00.000-07:00

results for DIP is out!
gotten an A and this pulled my GPA back to second lower..
i guess this DIP results help all of us pull bits of our grades... gd one...

planned my timetable.. such a pack one..24 AUs
well... no choice ya...
week 1, 4 & 7 my tuesday will be studying till 9.30pm...
and my everyday is like 4.30pm off from sch... =(
nt staying hostel..means.. i gonna travel... sianz...

even the exams are also together...
23, 24, 25... omg.. sure die liao lor...
realli have to chiong le lor.. if not exam sure study like hell....

Goodbye Pop King

2009-06-26T11:36:00.000-07:00

Goodbye Michael Jackson...

Rest in Peace...

boring.. =(

2009-06-24T14:17:00.000-07:00

kind of bored staying at hm...finding job to do ya... sianz...
what should i now? go out? but go where? with hu?
i realli cant stay home.. is veri veri boring...
haiz...

anyway.. last nite went out with Charlie.. aeh.. i tink about 1 year plus to 2 years no see him ba... as usual.. he nv change... still that boy boy look... we had our dinner at amk aston and watched transformer.. it's a 2hr plus show... it is nice.. but abit draggy..after the show.. he sent mi home... finally get to sit his bike ya...after so long... we did enjoyed ourselves.. see ya soon my frenz.. =)

went supper with darling... at Kovan there... miss tt place actually.. cuz netta used to live there.. long long time no go over tt side le.. after supper.. home sweet home... =)

Ayer Baloi

2009-06-22T22:53:00.000-07:00

in grandma house... we eat alot durian.. veri heaty lor actually... but to compensate we eat mangosteen oso.. hahahaha..

process of eating...

xi ma guang

my nephew is playing with water..

ah wil zzzinfront of mirror
xiao yi grandma n si kim

during the nite when we are watching finding nemo... suddenly ting dian.. -.-'' everytime we went back den like tt... my ah yi will alway say '新加坡人回来就停电' ... cuz usually tt is the case.. which i dunnno y...

followed by a centerpide dunno climb out from where.. it is DAMN big... thicker den my middle finger.. and veri BLACK... veri er xin lor...ah gu killed it.. phew... dun have to chance to take a pic.. aniway i oso dun dare... hahaha

morning saw a bat on the pillar.. den a rat.. i am like.. wah... animal planet sia... -.-'' bth... after pai pai.. sit san gu car out singapore... =)

random..

i dunno y i was thinking of you when i'm there..

if you were with mi..

wat we will be doing..

shoo off the tot after i stoned for awhile..

wat a saturday..

2009-06-21T01:06:00.000-07:00

early in the morning... aeh.. nt early actually... meet stef n gene 11am at amk interchange... we went amk market.. purpose of going cuz gene wanna buy victor shorts.. n she bought one at 16bucks.. design nt bad.. definitely nicer den the one she wore today... had our brunch there...

we took train back to RP for badminton ya... when in train...!!!
here goes the embarrass stuff lor... all thanks to gene n the li-ning water bottle...

SHE DIRTY THE TRAIN..

shall nt elaborate here.. if not i gonna get kill by her ya.. hahahha
hopefully our face are nt being capture and post on STOMP!!
irresponsible singaporean..tt is the funiest stuff of the day lor.. omg..

met darling for dinner at CWP.. went over to his place and i zzz.... =p
as usual.. went for kopi n home sweet home...

anyway tml going malaysia again... monday gonna pai gong gong...
i begin to feel tt he is gone... started to miss him... =(

with him around..
we eat diff fruits for diff season..
he will buy fish for us...
at times we can eat wild boar..
anything spoilt stuff he will repair...
although he is a quiet person.. he will tok to us..
i promise i nv make him angry and he nv scold mi b4...
he is always waiting for us to visit him.. cuz we are his only grandchildren living in singapore..
things he ask us to do.. we will try our best to do it..
celebrate his bday.. fathers' day (no more this year)...
haiz...
you gone too sudden..
not enuff time for us to react...
too peaceful...
we are nt prepare...
too late...
i cant even tok to you again...
now... i can only look at yr pic... and tok to ya pic...
hoping u can hear mi and aware of it...
=(

YES 93.3

2009-06-20T09:34:00.000-07:00

3:25am (nice time.. my bday)...
radio on.. YES 93.3..
such a coincidence..
playing the song..

第二顺为

i smiled..
i noe...
definitely i noe..
i'm thinking of you...
=)

Good Girl.. =x

2009-06-19T23:15:00.000-07:00

Thursday..

went out with mummy in the noon to settle the bank account thingy... spent abt half a day in banks!

a veri last mins decision... i sms bro n sis ask them whether free at nite.. we celebrate daddy's day... kind of early.. cuz we dun wanna clash with the crowd... so ya... went to yishun industrial park there to makan thai food... i simple meal though but we enjoy the food... but mummy say boonlay food nicer.. so most pro next week we will be going over here... hehehe...

after our dinner, we took a cab n go over to sembawang shopping centre... and... we stucked in Daiso till the shop closed.. hahaha.. used to it liao.. too mani tings to see.. ya i finally bought my shorts from cotton on! muhahaha.. mum paid for tt.. =x

as usual... my sis doing stupid stuff.. dun understand art student..

home sweet home at 10 plus... but it still haben end....darling called.. so went out n meet him for kopi and acc him do some stuffs.. such a long long day.... but i dun mind.. holiday lor!!!

Friday..
wanna go swim in the morning.. but.. i cant wake up!!! but nvm..cuz i start my self studying... i studied for 3 hours of microprocesser... quite a nice module... the lecturer is gd... hahaha... he realli noe hw to motivate pple ya... sharing his life experience... n finding short quote to encourage student... gd job sia... haha enjoy his lect...

badminton at mayflower sec with gene.. her family and some uncles... so long nv go there... the last i went there was when we makan carrot cake ba... veri long liao... cant deny that i miss those moments... but... nth can be help ya... anyway....exercise is gd for health!! hahah we shall exercise more GENE!

she wun disturb you...
as she noes that u love the way now..
she hope u are happy..
she wish u all the best...

SHOPPING

2009-06-18T12:03:00.000-07:00

WAHOOO!!
went to Alfa Romeo in the morning with darling and we bought our MITO.. nice car.. but ex.. at 78.3k.. leather seat.. black interior and exterior.. so excited... hope the car will get car at the end of july! but den... no more milky liao... ke lian...

interior

the butt
MITO

after lunch.. meet stacy...

some of the pics to start off with.. heehee

hahaha.. we went bugis tt day... bought some clothes for myself n for my PSP cover... n he bought a berms, short sleeve shirt and a collar + cotton shirt.. hahaha.. we had fun tt day.. and of cuz alot of stupid pics we took... yeah~

i'm tired.. veri tired... i nap at 9 plus... n.... 11 plus i woke up... off my com.. continue to zzz till the next day 12!! omg... long long time nv zzz till like tt... tt is veri scary...

CAR!

2009-06-17T00:47:00.000-07:00

today went see car with darling.. went ubi n leng kee... n even went back to tanglin RP there see the sports car... the lambos and the ferrari.. chio lor.. haha...
anyway we wanted to get a Golf TSI 1.4 de... BUT!!! both car we saw are SOLD!!! one is the grey and the other is the blue... shitty....

so we went around to see alot alot car... from conti to jap car.. basically all hatchback car...i tink the only one we tink is nice is Peugeot 207.. nice is nice.. but i stil love the GOLF... nvm ba.. we shall wait n see ya... gt something we love.. slow nvm... =) maybe Alfa romeo Mito will be another choice for us... will test drive 1st!

tired day...

time is up..
she will nt be emo..
she will be happy..
she will smile more..
she will live her life to the fullest..
she will...
realli will...
cuz she is moving on...

times up.

2009-06-16T01:18:00.000-07:00

i'm glad... =)

Happy 19th to you!

2009-06-15T13:27:00.000-07:00

Happy birthdy to you!
it's 19th this year getting older n older each year ya... lol..
hope u like the present from mi..
nth much i need to say.. you noe it le...
anyway enjoy yr day ya..
take care le..
see ya soon... =)

Aviva Open!

2009-06-15T13:14:00.000-07:00

went to Kallang indoor today... haha.. i went with sam n dr loke to watch BADMINTON MATCH! gene, stef and xl they all nv go.... anyway is a weird combination i noe.. but we enjoyed ourselves ya.. hahahaha...

stupid sam...

a proper one

dr loke n mi

BOONSAK lost to CHUNLAI BAO!!!!
sad sad... a close match lor... nice n interesting... we all veri chiong jiong went watching the match lor... their shots are nice... gd game gd game... =)

Boonsak n Mr Bao on action

Back from Camp...

2009-06-12T01:50:00.000-07:00

Saturday to monday
whoa..... went to msia ...to relax to rest... feeling quite shiok ya.. cuz no need to think anithing n my DIP juz ended.. no need to rush project... went to ah yi house first day n saw a cute baby owl...

baby owl closed its eyes

after tt went to grandma house to pai ah gong n lao gong... we got a motor bike for him.. hope he like the bike ba... looking at his pic... make mi sad... still cant accept that he is gone juz like tt... so sudden... haiz...

tuesday - thursday

back from camp... ya.. 3 days 2 nite camp... dun realli get to zzz but alrite la... camping ma... nt meant to zzz de... camp was fun... juz tt is nt veri organize.. alot of last mins changes... but i guess ought to have this to happen de... overall still a great one.. got to noe all their names ya... n understand them better.. hope they realli bonded as one... =)

day 1...

as usual... say meet 830 but alot late.... even mi oso late... expected de la.. hahaha.. have our CMI breakfast... den played some ice breaking games like wacko... followed by training... lunch... den the gers played friendly match with cresent girls... guys went swimming... at nite... guys have their friendly match.. ya.. nth much oso... 9pm plus we set up the tents... wash up and wander around... darryl was damn high tt nite... with his stick stick and white white... haha 1st time see him like tt.. mi n kt cant stand him sia...n finally gt to zzz at 4am plus in badminton court.. gene was veri happy due to some reason ya... =x

day 2...

woke up in the morning.. wash up.. den go makan at food heaven... den back to soccer field to have our games and 5BX.. we have games like touch the KNEE la n dunno wat catching (darryl's idea)... some pics after the games n 5BX

darryl with netball

derrek

after our lunch.. we have friendly with AJC... watched them play their friendly... slacking... n i took a pic of ben b4 the match..

act cute ben

hmmm... finally when i gt to court n play with tracy they all... something happen... so i play for a set and i stop the game... no mood... seriously... juz wanna end the game n left tt hall.. when to toilet with gene... n she gave mi a hug... thanz my dear ger... love you deep deep... guess kt noe i moody ba.. so he ask mi to stroked with him n i keep smashing him.. sorry...

after washing up... we move all our things agora hall.. n we went coffeeshop settle our dinner..back to agora hall n have out debrief.. no mood no mood.. sianz.. 11pm plus 12 yanjin came! quite happy to see him... at least i feel better when i saw him..but sad tt he cant stay over nite n went off at 1 plus with evelyn... sms him n stacy till 3 plus.. while sms i walked around the campus with kt till darryl called... realli nth to do.. wanna go out oso cant... sianz... so back to hall listen to music and i zzz at almost 4am.. end of the day...

at agora hall

kt act cute twist

tau po KT

day 3...
wake up at 8 plus... wash up.. pack up... 9 plus we break camp.. took cab hm with gene.. the end of badminton camp... home sweet home...

hmmmm... i guess sometimes things wun ended wat u expect... only when i gt to see it den u will feel it... i guess.. i gt to feel it n tt is life..

Song Song Song..

2009-06-05T22:36:00.000-07:00

Recently quite addict to this song... =) nice one.. hahaha

我明明听见有人叫你宝贝

你问我为什么不再给你安慰
在寒风中漫步有家不回
好几天不见面也无所谓
你问我为什么把你的信退回
又把照片撕碎毫不后悔
你问我为了什么开始喝酒
而且每次都喝醉

不要说我做得不对
不要说你永远不会
因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝
不要说这是个误会
请不要在我面前流泪
因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝
你让他叫你宝贝

你问我为什么不再给你安慰
在寒风中漫步有家不回
好几天不见面也无所谓
你问我为什么把你的信退回
又把照片撕碎毫不后悔
你问我为了什么开始喝酒
而且每次都喝醉

不要说我做得不对
不要说你永远不会
因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝
不要说这是个误会
请不要在我面前流泪
因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝
你让他叫你宝贝不要说我做得不对
不要说你永远不会
因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝
不要说这是个误会
请不要在我面前流泪
因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝
你让他叫你宝贝

to listen pls click:
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/329375ht.htm

finally~

2009-06-05T10:28:00.000-07:00

finally last day of DIP.. hahaha so happy... we going out later... maybe go ice skating.. =)
but........
gt oral presentation lor.. -.-'''
maybe tonite meeting stacy ba..
ready read....

yesterday competition... we got merit.. quite sad... but it's ok la.. experience ma... hahaha
but hor.. the 1st n 2nd realli cant make it la... take open source den becum their project... -.-'' stupid...

yesterday went sakura... hahaha eat eat eat... fat le lor... but the food so so only leh... after tt went pub... nat's bday... hahaha saw kent after so so so long... no change no diff oso... haha anyway may god bless you.. =)

tan yangzhi was here.... <----- yangzhi typed

more to update... hahahah nowadays too freeee....

malaysia tml~

tired... tired...

2009-06-03T21:32:00.000-07:00

some pictures... for yesterday... SHIRTS N PANTS DAY!

our group..

Group 3 and the extra!

finally can stop doing project for the time being...
veri tired till few days... slept at 1.30am plus last nite... xiong lor...

now wanna doze off le la.. juz finish my lunch...

hope all this gonna stop... 2 more days!!!!

next week will be busy week..

weekend i going malaysia with mummy till monday... =)

tue to thurs gt badminton camp...

den.. aviva open till sunday... WOOHOO...

enjoy enjoy... hahaha

no badminton for mi this week.. =( sianz...

gonna rest now... tired le...

DIP!

2009-06-02T15:25:00.000-07:00

WE GOT IN THE FINALIST!!!!!

this means more late nitex!!!!
i'm tired...
i wanna zzz..

=(

coincidence

2009-06-02T11:30:00.000-07:00

hahahah... i saw li chong 3 days straight in a row... dunno is sway or lucky... 1st day in Yishun with shaowei... 2nd in Tampines with stacy... 3rd in AMK with yanjin when i was eating my meal... omg... gt so qiao ma... -.-'''

aniway... alot alot of things happen recently i guess... my grandpa passed away last tue... 19/05/09... sad... veri sad... i haben gt the chance to tok to him!!! haiz... actually wanna go back malaysia after my project to stay to relax.. n visit grandparent... but.. b4 i can visit them.. this stuff happen... =( haiz.. tooo late again..

saw jun xian... 2 years no see him... haha he fat liao.. but he looked better now ya... =) let's meet up the next time u come back JB...

school project is another problem... when i was away.. back stabbing taken place... i'm lucky tt i'm away.. if not i sure kanna oso... ke lian de... next week presentation... alot of shit to do... phamflet.. ppt... report... the stupid prof.. say dun wan win competition still give us so mani shit... ARRGGGHH... we finally understand y the EEE student wanna stab prof.... @!!#$$#$#@!@!

project finally coming to an end.. we left with out group presentation and report... hahaha.. now we all like playing games n slacking.. n some rushing report n presentation slides... n after project gonna find job.... n study for next sem liao le lor...

RESULTS out liao...my results no veri gd.. GPA dropped from 3.53 to 3.4... have to study harder liao lor.. in order to pull my GPA back to second class!!!

EE2002 ANALOG ELECTRONICS ==== B-
EE2003 SEMICONDUCTOR FUNDAMENTALS ==== B
EE2005 AC CIRCUITS & MACHINES ==== B+
EE2006 ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS I ==== B
EE2010 SIGNALS & SYSTEMS ==== B-
EE2072 LABORATORY 2B ==== A-
EE2091 ENGINEERING PHYSICS ==== C+

Avivia Open n Badminton camp coming... hahahhaa.. hope will be fun ya... hope i enjoyed myself n mingle around with my juniors..

life isnt't tt great recently.. feeling kind of low... hmmm but no choice.. this is life.. i will still do wat i wanna do or plan to do months ago... tt will be last ting i gonna do...hope i'm being appreciated...

i'm grateful to have yanjin and stacy to stand by myside when i'm down...
thanks alot alot.. i appreciated tt alot... =)

booo...

2009-05-28T22:55:00.000-07:00

haahahhahaa.. now having project in sch..but going to end muhahahhahaa... i tink my blog is kinda rusty...

meet up with HD frenz recently.. =) miss JIE, JO JO, SEAh, WEILING LICHONG wah.. alot pple.. =) i'm realli glad to see them again...

YOU!!!
u fat le.. hahaha.. finally ar... hey.. next time we go dinner leh.. and go find mama...=)
n dun smoke too much ya... take care of yrself.. =)

some enteries are meant to be keep.. =)

hmmm....

2008-07-11T18:18:00.000-07:00

long no blog.. hmm... dunno wat to blog..

boring... sch starting... will be staying either at queenway or hostel... found sec sch frenz studying same course with mi.... at least gt pple can help if i realli neeed help...

juz recover from sick.... 95% i should say... still coughing but nt tt bad la.... alrite stilll...

这几个月来，我发觉自己已经开始不懂得怎样去想念charlie。。
可以说是已经忘了怎样去想他。。感觉我好想走的离他好遥远。。
是因为我不再爱他了？还是我已学会接受了那已经是过去。。
曾经那么深爱着他，如今转眼间什么感觉都没有。。
真可悲。。。我有尝试要自己在去想他。。
再找回那个想念他的感觉但始终怎样试就是没感觉。。
这六年多七年的感觉就此消失了吗?
有点可怕。。=

hahahha

2008-05-30T16:56:00.000-07:00

hmmmm...
tok to ahgu in msn...
all the best to him...
i will be waiting for tt day to cum..
when u invited mi to go over peneng to look at wat u ar doing...
realli good luck and jia you...
=)

raining now...
listening to music...
felt cold but warmth..
dunno why...
suddenly have tt emo feeling...
thinking of lot of thing suddenly..

what if i'm with charlie..
guess most pro i will be at his house...
sleeping in tt dim and silent room..
covering blanket resting...

if with wingz...
most pro oso in his house...
sitting in the hall playing com while watching tv and ah po is sitting on the chair...
and able to smell wat mummy is cooking and the sound of it...
waiting for dinner and slacking...

if in school...
most pro i will be finishing my RJ..
packing my stuff and going to work...
or perhaps i'm eating..

if at hm...
i will be hugging my bear and lying on the sofa..
watching tv or can say juz staring at the tv..
waiting for dinner..
at times checking my com see hu is toking to mi..
hahaha

but now... i'm in BSA..
doing presentation and blogging..
hahahaha

time passed veri fast...
going back school in 2 months time...
back to studying...
writing... counting... thinking..tiring..
but i hope i will enjoy it..

hmmm..
everything seem to be settling down..
hope tt is gd...

boss not in singapore for 2 weeks plus...
good hahaha... can go hm early...
can go out...
can rest...
can do wat i wanna go..

=)

2008-04-19T11:46:00.000-07:00

=(

woke up crying...
haiz...

pondering

2008-04-17T12:07:00.000-07:00

at times i am tinking...
were there be a day i turn and walk back..
go back to the place where i used to belong..
i dun wan such day happen...
dun wan it to be with mi all my life..

moody

2008-04-15T22:17:00.000-07:00

i guess i'm abit moody for today...
i guess i tink too much..
i guess i miss too much..
i guess i should stop wondering...
i guess i should stop everything...
i hope i am tired..
so that i can sleep..
duno need to tink..
no need to care..
and i will stop..
stop..
stop..

=(

2008-04-15T12:05:00.000-07:00

i am veri boring now... and gt nothing to do... smsing.. and msning... using computer... hmm... for the next 3 weeks i wun be working in HD... maybe after hui bday den will work... no choice.. i have to choose between rest or work... aeh... i guess.. it's time for mi to rest liao.. i'm not robot... at times i tink i am... if dun rest i kanna nag.. if i fall sick... i tink die liao lor... kanna scold liao.. so dun get myself in tt.. thus I HAVE TO REST AND TAKE CARE!!!!... no choice... =( was toking to yeeping... heard her say abt them... hmmm... dunno wat i should say... ke lian her... but so wat... i dun wan to treat her like tt... cuz i still care for her... but part of mi realli dun wish to bother her... she chose the path she wans... perhaps as time goes by...my heart will be soften again..now already 1/2 le... back to the start... but with scars... the only thing tt i can do is to stop tinking how i get those scars... but live with the scars.. my life... and wat i have been tru... tt makes me... the veri me... at times i hate myself... for being so emotional... i cant control... and tt is so sucky...

=(

random

2008-04-10T21:51:00.000-07:00

ver i random.. hmmm suddenly tot of something...
on grad tt day.. she took photo with mi... we are standing close... however both of my hands are behind my back.. neither on her shoulder nor waist.. she turned back and see.. i guess she can feel the diff.. and this will be the closeness between the 2 of us ba... wat to do... no choice... we all have our rite to choose our path... so sad lo.. that's wat i can say... nth can help... take it den...

boring day in office

2008-04-09T14:22:00.000-07:00

bleah... long long no blog... today boss nt around.. so can slack abit.. hope can go hm early... at 6 or 7? hope sia... hahaha... can go walk walk...

some pics

2008-04-01T01:51:00.000-07:00

here are some of the photos

mummy and serene

jie and serene them and serene (thank you)

cake and serene

xiao jie

i will try to update ok.. realli busy ma recently... almost everyday work full shift.. or can say is already full shit lor... =( .. tiring... no proper dinner... everything need to be fast fast fast... but nvm.. it's over... tml i hope i can off work early... and for the next few days as well.. i going to be drained out sooon...recently keep on listening to this few songs... begin to love them more.. haha... thanz to your blog...

yesterday our shop open ceremony... alot of pple.. hahaha alot of own pple.. fun and i did enjoyed myself.. juz tt my sunday is gone.. i dun have enuff rest... and i'm tired.. i noe.. but i juz dun feel like resting... weirdo.. and dun scold mi... meet jie... went mos sit sit drink water... after tt i go buy phone! W910i for $98 with daddy's plan.. cheap la so i buy lor... den it is nice ma.. red colour de hor.. =)

hmm.. so u are looking for battery or for me?

miss hui hui.. mama... jason... ella... seah... actually abit miss the late nitez... go HK cafe... slack here and there.. aniway... this sat gonna meet up with them to celebrate Gucci bday... haha... K again... so this time round is party world or chinatown?? who will be going leh? kittie? =x

dun tink so much ba... u still have to face it boy.. and pls take care of yr legi... pain for few days le.. so ke lian... can rest u better rest... so this sat u going rite.. lets enjoy this sat.. sing song for mi hor.. heehee... dun miss it too much.. perhaps on sat u will get it... =)

bday

2008-03-26T23:41:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SERENE...

=)
although is abit late...
hahaha...
zi high i noe..

thanks all for the celebration...
with the presents...
with all the wishes from u all...
with the angbaos...
with all the time...
with the loves...

wishes from my frenz tru sms

zhang shuo: Hey i lights out soon so have to wish ya blessed birthday early =) take care

jason dazs: heh babe, happy bird day to you ya, may all wishes come true. Cheers.

liwei: Happy birthday my dear girl!! =) haha

cecilia dazs: Happy Birthday to you. Enjoy yourself

Run Hong: happy birthday girl! wish u'll always be happy and healthy. and admission to your desired course in uni. =) oh, and today's not jus any other day k? its your day, the day baby rene was born. must be really cute. haha. it'll also be a day i always remember 9 12 15 22 5 21

susanne: happy birthday!

roy e44f: Hey. happy birthday

charlie: happy birthday Serene (",)

yong hao: Happy birthday.

chun wei: hey yoz rene.. happy birthday to you.. enjoy this special day.. all the best in everything you and stay happy.. see ya..

shaowei: happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to you~~ happy~~ birthday~~ to~~~ you~~~ =)

kevin bishan: yo serene.. still remember me? haha yup anyway 2dae is your bday.. wish u haf a happy bdy and all our wishes cum true.. =P.. and stay pretty always.. lol...
seok ching: =) happy birthday!

gerard work: hi is it ur bday 2day or yest? anyway happy birthday!! god bless n take care. c u =)
jasmin: happy birthday! enjoy your day. =). muackz. get more mei me every yr. lol

yee ping: he ger. happy bdae. haha enjoy yrself wor.

zhenli: hello darling. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =) we meet up soon!

jun xian: hapi birdday! gd luck ya!

qiao chong: happy happy birthday! i won't tell anyone about your age. promise! hehe XD

mummy: HAPPY BIRTHDAY

xiao hong: happy birthday da jie! old liao. 20 yrs old. hahaha. may ur bday b blissed with lots of love!

tiffany bad: hi serene, happy 21st birthday! hope u have a wonderful celebration n have a great time enjoying yrself. stay happy, pretty n healthy always.
daddy: happy birthday to you.

jie: allow mi 2 stay in ur inbox 2 wish u a veri HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ger.

engchye dazs: happy birthday gal.. best wishes and hope u enjoyed urself.

jason: b4 the day ends.. wish u happy 20th birthday.. best wishes.. dreamz come true!

tru phone

charlie
seng
joe
jason

tru friendster i wun type le la.. all can see from there...

once again..

THANK YOU all my frenz

grad liao..

2008-03-26T23:37:00.000-07:00

GRAD LIAO!!!!!!

26/03/08 offically grad from RP
hahaha...

Performance Range:
Within the top 6% to 10% range of the polytechnic cohort graduating in 2008.
Within the top 6% to 10% range of the diploma cohort graduating in 2008.
Grade Point Average (GPA):
3.52/4.00

am i suppose to be proud of it?
alrite la.. in fact abit sad.. y nt in top 5% like tt will grad with distinction ma.. =(
nvm over le la..

now... hope uni wants mi... this load will be lighten only after the application result is out..
lets hope and pray... =)

=)

2008-03-23T11:38:00.000-07:00

hahah time to upload some pics....

huiwen's

huiwen bday cake..

my bday..

my darlings

=) only some pics ar being uploaded.. haha still waiting for more...

hmmm lots story lately but lazy to type.. like pple merlion on kitty's bday... ktv.. blood test... this and tt..lots but veri lazy la.. so.. wait till i have the mood ba.. hahaha

mon nitez going out with hui hui they all go where leh still dunno... maybe newton.. hui suggested.. HOPE THERE WILL BE NO STUNT!...

GOOD Friday

2008-03-21T10:59:00.000-07:00

happy easter... hahah went running juz now... and guess wat? no black out hor!
perhaps is the sweet that i ate help?
aniway.. i juz happy and thankful that nth happen to mi...
thank GOD for letting mi cum hm safely?
or simply juz coincidence...

haha i'm quite an anti-christian...
cuz i dun like some of them propaganda and find all means to influence pple...
i believe everyone has their choice in religion...
perhaps one day i will becum one..
no one noes...

today is a really GOOD FRIDAY...
there is a big smily in my heart..
=P

text in red: dun get offended... it juz my POV

thanz boy

2008-03-19T00:37:00.000-07:00

hmm... noe u will do this kind of stun.. this time round i dunno how much u spent again... but i appreciate it alot... 2nd flower from u...and wat does 1 stalk stands for? same old thing... see present no see pple... no choice... everytime pple choose to go... nvm lo...

my 1st bday... ang bao from mummy!...
2nd present... the bear and flower... =)
more to come?
we shall wait and see...

work till late late tonite... and i tink i gonna zzz soon ba....
this few days will be damn late... no choice... cuz 4 days week ma... my boss crazy de... she tot we dun need rest de... she is robot.. but we are not... =(

NVM!!!..

wanna go cuddle my new baby le.. =) hehehe... so cute esp the BUTT... will upload pic soon... haha when i use my lappy... hahaha...

nitez nitez le..
tat's all for the day...

=)

have to work tml!

my life

2008-03-17T00:13:00.000-07:00

i guess i'm getting weaker and weaker... wat realli happen to mi... i nv nv imagine this kind of things will happen on me lor... haiz... abit useless for now... recently... keep on have that fainting spells... leg pain.. this and tt... health deteriorating when it will totally drain out??? who can tell me?

yesterday is my lunar bday.. but hu remember? yes there is someone... and it is ME!... hahhaa... this is why i say bday only ma.. juz a normal day... isnt it? everything is juz as per normal... anithing special??

join hui hui they all for K... sing quite alot... long time no sing liao.. so gt a bit of mood to... hmmm.. kind of miss them... i tink almost a few weeks no see them... wat to do.. clash ma working time...

juz now so late den sms mi... whole day no new... guess u lost again ba... u take care of yourself oso... dun always ask mi to take care... silly boy...

2008-03-14T11:58:00.000-07:00

FAINTING SPELL!!!!!!!

baking...

2008-02-20T14:38:00.000-08:00

hahaha ok la.. i shall update my blog la.. today nth to do.. so this is wat i made juz now... it meant to be cookies... but it came out to be scones.. muhahaha... over still nice... =)

i'm damn boring.. dunno wat more i can do... results for last sem is out!! 1A 2 B+ 2B... over all cGPA= 3.52.. still alrite la.. but i'm quite disappointed... nvm... juz now can get into uni... pray hard to god.. =P

freaking...

2008-02-19T22:38:00.000-08:00

too much thing happened... i realli hope i'm fine... perhaps i shall juz follow wat my horoscope say... i'm so scare... scare that one day anithing will happen to mi... second time.. and it realli freak mi out.. luckily i'm still fine...

1 more dae

2008-01-29T10:02:00.000-08:00

haha... tml will be the BIG day... FYP tml.. wah~~ hope everything smooth smooth la.. =) after tml i will be a FREE MAN!!!! hahaha.. thurs and fri lesson will be a veri veri veri relax liao..hahaha nvm la... can dun even go sch lor.. tml tml tml tml tml tml... haha

bleah.. gd luck to serene... one more day... get it over and done with it.. haha and it will mark the end of my poly life...3 years

shopping

2008-01-26T23:55:00.000-08:00

Today…haha I woke up at 12 plus… late late… tired ma.. since dun wan go training and lazy so I zzz till I siong lor.. =) rest!!.. woke up le I online and den went to bath... after tt makan mummy cooked de ‘ba guk teh’ … den heading out le… went to get 4D… den went to acc my frenz makan den go vivo… shop shop… vivo is big… but den like nth de lor.. I shop for a while.. and I juz got one top… that’s all for the day… dinner time.. but nv go makan can 3 plus we makan le.. so we juz go slack slack and till nitez lor… but seriously… I love the top.. hahaha.. white colour.. and it is nice la.. lol… hm sweet hm… zzz tml gt work… -.-‘’

bad day...

2008-01-26T01:11:00.000-08:00

Fyp after sch… tired…
we try and calculate what we need to again… and realized that all along we calculated wrongly.. no wonder cant get the results la… juz some mistake la.. stupid faiz… give wrong info.. and we juz blindly trust him… stupid him and us… nvm.. at least we are still not very late.. haha… so still amendable.after tt meet my frenz.. actually wanna go shop shop.. but I left sch too late no time to shop oso… so slack lor… went to yishun dam… tok tok and enjoy the breeze… relax lor.. den go cofy...

bad thing happen.... we saw wingz n jas... she is shocked to see mi.. i mean nth shocking... i was toking to my frenz.. and i suddenly stop when i saw him... hmmm... at that instant... i felt low and lost... i cant even conti my conversation and yet have to bring myself back... feeling sux... realli hate to see him... dun wish to tink... u asked mi y i nt hugging ger ger... reason being.. i dun wan to.. i dun wan to see her animore.. yet i dun bear to keep it.. so i let it sit beside my pillow while i hug the tortoi to sleep... i even turned away and dun wan to face her... =( ... i guess one of this days i will juz keep it... dun wan to see it animore... it simply juz make mi think of things.. need to accept things tt are past.. over... need to be strong... i'm too emotional... my weakness point...haiz... tired... rest better... dun tink le... =`( .. sobz..

TGIF

2008-01-25T11:53:00.000-08:00

hahaha... he's cute rite? hahaa black black de...tat' y i say look dirty ma...

9+ went to J8 find jie after makan.. den we go HD i tok to mama... he acc huihui smoke... tok tok tok after awhile i go find them... den stand there tok to them... can see that huihui veri sianz.. dun wan work.. sorry ger... i busy ma.. and ya partly abit dun wan work.. =x so like tt lor... after my sch den say ba... we walk walk around after hui go back work.. aeh... seriously J8 gt nth to walk.. -.-''' went back to shop around 10pm.. sitted at table 1 while waiting for her.. yawn~

finally we get out of J8 heading towards the POLICE POST!.. haha we did nth wrong dun worry... cuz of MISS TEO HUI HUI, JOLENE need to change her address ma.. if not she will kanna the letter of ADDRESS.. haha.. walk there.. long long walk... the police there quite @#@$#@ la... but aiyo juz finish the stuff and go lor.. dun care so much.. conti walk walk till st 22 lor.. makan kway chap... standard ma... haha.. sit there tok tok till 1 plus den go hm... tired.. but ok la.. today is fri ma..happy day haha... cuz weekend cuming.. can rest haha...

hmmm...today woke up give jie morning call.. is his book in day... smsed all the way till 11 plus.. which is juz now... den no reply le.. cant use phone le ba i guess... my dear boy... pls take care of yrself inside... u dun have to worry abt mi... worry for yrself 1st.. yr asthma... take care... see u when u out on CNY ba.. =) see u botak!

arggghhh

2008-01-18T15:30:00.000-08:00

!!!my limbs are PAIN!!!

help mi massage?

story

2008-01-18T13:33:00.000-08:00

haha...conti my story...
went training at tue... valerie joined us as well.. my gers sat down in a circle and tok... hmmmm at least now they understand and know each one better...more bonded together.... after a long long talk with them.... abt 630 we start our training...i can see that they are more focus on training... perhaps after tt talk.. if so it's good... we went running... run quite fast today i mean all of them...serious in training... no shortcut... no grumble from them.. realli nice to see tt... after running... we conti PT from dr loke... haha.. i noe all of us are tired but we still conti to do till we can.. gd attitude and spirit.. that's wat i wan from them... realli glad to see them strive... nice to see them train real hard... gt improvement keep up good work... =) joined boy they all go makan... reached hm at 11+ 12... shagged... tired... i conti my wrapping.. tok on phone... den ZZZ..

wed.. veri veri tired... cuz zzz veri late.. but i still manage to reach sch on time... shagged out... conti my wire wrapping....but i do till veri fed up... cuz the connection veri messy... nvm.. dun care...after project.. go makan... den slack slack den go home... tired tired.. =(

thurs....
i'm totally drained out... tired till the max... almost late for sch... hahaha... actually dun feel like going sch... but oso dunno y juz go lor... wanna u turn when i reach woodlands... but we still continue walk la.. go sch den see how.. gd new.. when we reached class... Jeremy say today end early... hahhaa... hopefully end everytime at 2... in the end.. we end at 230.. but alrite la... i zzz straight after lesson.. when i woke up haha.. almost 4.. but shiok... at least i feel better.. after tt.. i tried to do my journal.. but juz wake up.. brain dead cant realli thing.. so give up on it... packed my bag and went to find boy... acc them eat and i waffle and tea... luckily i gt eat something... if not i tink i gonna die... training was tough.. we trained with the guys.. PBL coached us... haha.. but overall quite satisfy with it... at least all my gers try to finish it with this kind of condition... aching here and there... haha.. realli well done... gt improvement.. at least gt motivation for them... haha.. i can dun train leh.. but acc them lor.. see them like tt... muscles ache are nth.. hahaha... hm... finish my journal go tru abit of my stuff.. toking on phone... den i zzz.. =) finally...

today!..
muscles ache!!! cant go down the steps.. cant walk fast... arms aching.. basically everywhere lor... woke up at 740... muhahahaha.. kinda of late... rushed and reach sch at 845... i'm nt LATE!.. =) and i have finished my work...so i gt time to blog lor.. but i'm tired... dun realli wanna work.. but i guess i cant.. nt enuff staff...yawn~... tml going to training tml... wat will happen tml... i oso dunno... see how ba...

delete blog

2008-01-15T14:05:00.000-08:00

visited all my old blog add... and delete those i haven... only left one.. den i guess i will nt detele... i cant bring myself to click the 'yes'... so i guess i will juz leave it there... a place where i blog my sadness and happiness... thing that i have done... which i have already stop blogging since july... i guess tt is where i should put an end and move one... thanz for the joy...

knowing u is the biggest thing in my life...
loving u in my pleasure...
hurting u is pain...
and
i will never forget..
the time we spent....
the most wonderful moment i ever had...
thanz...