Sunday, December 24, 2006 @ 5:20 PM
back! and i wan to go BACK!
finally back from thailand... juz one word to describ... SHIOK!!.. i love tt place.. i wan to go back... so peaceful.. simple.. relax.. you will nv get it in singapore.. the innocent laughter from the kids... the freshness of the air... the natural air-con.. the fun the joy.. lots and lots of thing u will nv get it in singapore.. haiz.. sad to leave that place..

when we were at there.. alot of things happen.. i almost lost my life... jasmin as well.. hahaha sounded scary rite.. but it doesn't matter as what i have in returned are the experiences that others cant get... envy ma? hahhaa... i love BAAN AJA...i love the place... i love my home over there... i love my Apa and Ama... i love pannapoon... i love soya milk... i love our unity... i love the shooting stars that we watched everynight... i love the construction site.. i love the way we worked together.. i love the group.. i love being frenz with them.. i love our crocs.. i love the buckets we used to transport sand and rocks... i love the slopes and mountains..i love the fences that i spoilt.. i love the kids... i love the straw we played.. i love Preman and Kwai Fong... i love Ah bao... i love and i love...basically i love everything over there.. i'm obessed with it.. =P ... last but nt least.. i love fate.. is fate that brought us together... =) and i miss them ALL...

Friday, December 1, 2006 @ 1:40 PM
...being a little emo...
this few days... i'm little emo... perhaps going off to thailand.. alot of things i cant bear... 18 days... dunno... i should be happy i guess... yesterday spoke to my classmate... i was scolling her blog and i read an entry... anyway she was juz sitting beside mi when i was looking at it... hmm... den we came across this entry where she blogged that her good frenz had deceased.. at the instant.. alot of things juz flashing across my mind... i believed that if i'm in her situation... i cant take it!.. it is hard for mi to take it.. cuz i'm someone hu dun like to change the habit or lifestyle... if this happen... i dunno wat i will do.. how i feel..

i was reading that guy's gf blog.. what she blogged when they day her bf passed away... seriously i can feel the pain that she has.. how much she missed him.. but.. i stopped reading it.. cuz i cant take it... i cried while i reading.. i hope that she can be strong... and tt's for my frenz too... move on... although i noe it's hard...

life is so fragile.. wat's gone is gone.. u will nv get it back.. wat left with u are the memories and misses that you have...treasure and cherish wat is infront of you...

you will nv noe wat happen tml so dun regret on wat u do today... remember that most important is to live yr life to the fullest..


take CAre ger...


...RIP alex...

@ 1:15 AM
-= thailand =-
6 more days to chiang rai... aeh... wrong.. is 5 more days... hmmm... mixed feelings between wanna go and dun wan to.... wanna go cuz wanna experience it... dun wan cuz.. cant bear to go oversea so long... weird weird de... and i haben even pack my BAG.. hehheee...haben even finish getting wat i wan.. muhahhaha... anyway it will be a new experience for mi and my group... we gonna rely on each other... teamwork.. unity... =)

hahha... juz now went out with daddy.. i'm suppose to go training/ go out with win.. cuz his bday.. in the end.. i nv... my kneecap pain out of sudden.. sad... hmmm back to my 'date' with my daddy.. we go makan our dinner cuz mummy in malaysia... sis working... bro dunno where... and do some 'shopping'... hahha bought FAKE crozs... mine is green in colour but it is veri nice.. at least it does not have a brand.. like seahorse all tt.. nicer... hmmm i tink i make a wrong move to call say siang... cuz ended up i need to help them buy... 5 pairs... -.-''' ... i looked so aunty lor.. when i was searching for their sizes and colour... thanz are tt bunch...

while i was choosing the crozs... my daddy was looking at some magic/qing gong show... hmmm it is so unbelievable.. but if u will there... i guess u will be shocked as well... nice nice... but u noe... his intention is to sell things la... hahhaa.. so we juz walked away... went hm after tt.. =P

@ 12:36 AM
...wonder...
hmmmm... i have spoken to my frenz today... i find it quite interesting... he asked mi wat is the meaning of life... my initial replied is that... there is no meaning in life...1st u study.. den work.. get married... raise up yr kids... den retired.. den.. rest... den die... sad rite? lolx.. but it's true ma.. life is boring... i'm juz following a pathway that is being set for mi b4 i'm born... everyone will juz go through these....

we talked alot of stuffs... he said that care and help those less fortunate pple and be daring to achieve in whatever thing you wan are meanings of life... i agreed to them... being happy in doing whatever stuffs is meaning of life too.. the conversation lasted quite long... we shared our points and views of life.. anyway it is a nice conversation... i enjoyed and appreciated it...

after the conversation i have learnt more, gained a little knowledge and definitely understand more about him.. hmmmm...however this point "care and help those less fortunate pple" keep on flashing in my mind... perhaps... my perspective of things might change... well i guess so.... hu noes... hahaha...

and.........now.......

i'm wondering what is the meaning of life?

i guess i have to look for my meaning of life...

=P