Tuesday, November 20, 2007 @ 1:23 AM
after sooooooo long....
hahhahahaha.... veri long i noe.. my last blog till now... hahah cuz i forget my password my account id oso... hehehe... ok la... aniway.... alot of things haben this few MONTHS...
i broke up with wingz liao... haiz... 3 years of relationship and reliance... gone... it's hard to get used to this...but i still have to learn to let go...even till nw my mum told mi... she was not used of it... she described it as the feeling is like losing a pet... true... i noe... but no choice... wat is gone is past... and he has already find someone he wants.. for nw... i guess wat i wan is wan him to face mi... he has to someday... chose this path face the path... =) best wishes for u two...
2nd issue... my granny had passed away... haiz... realli veri sad... alot of memories juz overwhelmed and flooded me!!!! i hate this feeling... i love her... and i noe she loves me.. =~( sobz... sorry frenz... even till now whenever i tink of her.. i will juz tear... for sure and i dunno how long i need to take so that i will nt cry...seriously... i dun wan to cry... but i dun have a choice... it is juz so painful and hurting... realli dun bear... looking at her body all i can do is touch her looking at her as long as i can and kiss her... i miss her alot alot.. sobz sobz... i realli dun wish to accept the fact that she has gone... =~( i realli cant take it... i realli envy those kids with grandparents... haiz...
3rd... now.. working at bishan haagen dazs as velocity dun wan give mi schedule... veri the **** up SIC... nvm... tt SIC oso nt at velo liao... hmmm... frenz there nt bad... got my mama (aunty), meizi (huihui), laogong (ahjie), xiao hei (yiling), xiao bai (yiling chong), maid (ella), nu er (mich), er zi (jerome).... hahah happy family rite...recently juz went to weiling's farewell... 730am den reach hm... will die lor.. cuz next day work 10am ma... but ok la... veri enjoyable.. fun to work with them... =P but everytime so late home.. i sure die one day... hahahaha...
hmmm... as for my academic...still alrite lor... trying to maintain it lor.. wanna go into uni but scare oso... chances nt veri bad but hope i can.. if not i oso wat to do liao... private uni? maybe ba.. let wait and see..
badminton?.. hahahhahahhaha veri veri veri veri long no go... hmmm... polite juz over... i nv play for ani match... but i going back liao... this cuming thurs i will go back and train for IVP.. sorry Dr loke.. but i realli dun wan to play cuz 1st no mood, 2nd no train, 3rd veri sian of it plus lazy... but i will go back de...
ya... almost forgot.... i passed my BTT.. tml is my FTT... hope i pass ar... aim: get my licence b4 my BDAY!!! 25/03/2008!!! working towards it...
next coming up event... aunty's daughter wedding dinner.... 09/12/07... wat to wear??? haben buy... haha...need to go shopping liao... after tt den Xmas party!!! hahaha huihui and ah jie have to tink of it... jia you wor...
everything still alrite for mi.. life has to move on... and i have no choice juz carry on with it...try to smile and cherish watever i can in my life..life will be better...
