Thursday, December 27, 2007 @ 12:17 PM
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@ 11:56 AM
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morning... jux get up from bed... eyes abit swollen... 1st ting i did... on com log in msn... see blog... it's juz a routine when i online..wat am i looking for... i have no idea.. and nw i'm stoning...

meet him last nitez...walked back from bishan.... tis is the 1st time tt i miss him and want to see him tt much..i noe i'm bad to ask him down when he is nt feeling well... i noe he will cum... i noe i'm selfish..yet i dun wan to be... but i still did...haiz.. sorry... and i appreciate it...

hugged tortoi last nitez.. 1st time i hugged her to zzz.. looking at her wondering y i wun smile.. she is juz nt doing her job... she nv make mi smile...i guess my boy tortoi is nt doing his job either...

i guess i'm too tired... exhausted...keep on listening to thing tt i dun wanna hear.. sick of it...ya...hope i can grad faster.. hope can get into uni...hope can juz leave things tt i need to...alot of things happened.. i noe i juz cant accept it...

i just cant accept it...
spare me


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Tuesday, December 25, 2007 @ 2:06 AM
haiz...
it has been awhile since my last update...recently nth much... juz came back from my sport trip.. fun i can say... haha i loving it.. enjoyed my self...we played in genting and shopped in KL.. relaxing.. and having lotsa nonsense at nitez... egs.. 5 pple zzz on 2 queen beds.. haha.. sitting rides that will shorten our life spend and when it is drizzling..came back the next thing is work 4 days straight... realli tired... no rest ma.. till yesterday i finally rest.. hehehe..

yup... i have to thanz him and them... thanz for tt tortoi.. i love it veri much...so so so big... but seriously.. i do not wan u to spend to much $$.. hard earn $$ hor... save it better den spend on me... but i appreciate yr effort of hugging it walking around in town.. haha.. sewing the big big red bag with the help of seah and mike i guess.. and the pendant.. tt previously u dun wanna show it to mi... i nt a ger hu wans gift.. little things will make mi happy.. no necessary object... so stop wasting yr $$$ ok... save it for yr rainy day... save it for yr granny...you will need it somedays... and pls take care of yrself.. i dun wish to see u fall sick.. if u sick hu going to take care of yr tortoi... yr responsible hor... i wun care! hahah..once again thanks alot alot...

hmmm...actually i'm nt veri happy today... when i was working.. i saw er shu(wing's uncle), followed by biyun and er shen... dunno..i realli dun feel rite when i saw them.. i feel like telling someone on how i feel... but hu can i say? hu? jasmin?? impossible... i dun wan pple say i wana destroy them when i dun have the intention... haiz.. kinda of miss his mummy and ah po(granny)... and others in the family haiz... i noe i have to move on... but they have already becum part of my life is the past 3 years... come to think of it.. it has already became my frenz's life n no longer belonged to mi... realli funni...

life... wat is life... juz a cycle... they realli made mi dun feel like working.. i just kept on searching for them.. see if i have the chance to tok to them.. but.. no... fated... nt at all.. i realli wish to see mummy... dunno wat to say.. realli speechless...it is over... we both have to move on... accepted the fact...

that's it...

Wednesday, December 5, 2007 @ 2:06 AM
miss
dun ask mi why... but i suddenly miss them...

haagen dazs



grandpa


beloved granny


mummy


jie mei


buddies


thailand



charlie


wing and mi 19th bday


thanz and greatful to u all who have crossed my path...
whether those memories you all give is gd or bad...
to mi they will always be gd one...
it will stay with mi till the end of my life...

thanks everyone...
i will cherish it...

life? is this wat it mean?

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@ 1:07 AM
tortoi
aeh... 6 days no blog.. haha.. actually wanna do it yesterday.. but i went to have a nap after i woke up abit too late nt much time to blog.. so never lo..

aniway this few days oso nth much... go out shopping, work and school... normal life.. what else you expect from mi? hahaha i'm juz a no body...

as for today!
sianz!!!! to the max hor... early in the morning left eye pain... swollen... tearing.. so xin ku...my start of the day... sux rite.. nvm... haiz.. still have to go sch...so dragged myself to sch lor...coughing somemore.. sob sob...

nth much... meet roy and go sch together...we are on time although we get out of house abit late la.. team with roy, ray, zhang yuan and bo yang... the DOTA gang... i'm suay...sianz lor... they gonna play game liao.. SO... we rushed out ppt lor as usual den they play DOTA..

i took my tortoi ger out from my bag... and... and... she kanna TORTURE by the guys!! evidences are below... take a look.. -.-''

blood pressure of tortoi


after i woke up from my nap


of cuz still got some nice nice de pictures..

ger & boy


tortoi ger on car..


the one on car is quite lame.. but is raymond's idea.. stupid guy... they are all ANIMAL